Me: Hi Daddy..
God: Hello my babygirl.
Accuser: Oh look who’s back.. Been a while don’t you think? ( rolls eyes )
Me: I know it’s been a while Daddy. It’s not you, it’s me..
God: Hehe..I hear you.
Accuser: (Rolls eyes) Here we go again.
Me: (starts to feel uncertain) Ummmm… How have you been Daddy?
God: Thanks for asking child but I should be the one asking. How are you? Truly..?
Me: (bites lips) Well.. I.. I.. I don’t know, honestly..
Accuser: Oh really.. I’ll tell you how she is.. Or rather what she’s done, hehe.. This is juicy
God: Am having a conversation with my daughter, I didn’t ask for your intervention. Now shush.
God: Babygirl talk to me
Me: Daddy I don’t know what to say. I ran away from you again. I messed up..big time. Am sorry
Accuser :Oh I bet you are. You always are, I bet the last time you messed up you were sorry, hehe.. . And the next,time you’ll be sorry, how pathetic don’t you think? Always one mess after the other.. We should call you messi
God: As far as the east is from the west so far have I removed your transgressions.
Me: Daddy you mean that?
God: Yes I do my little love, I truly do.
Me: I don’t know why I do the things I do when I know it hurts you. I’d never understand why. Am at a place in my life where am tired of all the lies and the pain I feel inside. I want to make it right.
Accuser: Fake tears. You know why you do what you do. Cz you’re a sinner, always have , always will.
Me: Daddy I want to make things right.. I have nothing else to give except my life. Please accept this offering. I present my body, my sacrifice..
Accuser : Oh just give up already. You can’t live right. You fail over and over🤣
Me: No.. Am running back to Daddy. With my hands lifted high, I give you my heart and I give you my life..
Accuser : Hehehe.. You’re a funny lil girl. You can’t make it. You won’t make it.
Me: Seventy time seventy God forgives me and He does it daily.
Accuser : Let’s just get done with this shenanigans once and for all, huh
God: It’s finished… It..
(Interrupts excitedly) Accuser :Hehe.. Yes she’s finished.
God: It is finished. (Points to the cross)
God :Babygirl lift your head up. It is finished. There is therefore now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus. My Son,Your savior, finished it at the cross. He died for you. To save you. To reconcile you back to me.
Me: I don’t mean to be emotional but sometimes I cry when I think of all the pain that I cause you inside but you still love me
Accuser : But.. But.. How
God: Points him to the cross.
Me: 🤩 I don’t ever want to take advantage of your Grace and the sacrifice you’ve made. I have to make it right.
Accuser :So just like that she’s off the hook
Me: At the end of the day, at the end of the day, He loves me. Daddy your love is unbelievable, your love is so amazing. Your love is unconditional
P.S You still Love me by Tasha Cobbs has been on my replay the entire week and ultimately some lyrics found their way here as responses,lol. I don’t know what you have done or how far you have fallen off the walk of faith, but be encouraged today that God doesn’t change how He looks at you. His love remains steadfast. His love remains unconditional. He doesn’t give up on you. Never has and never will. He is still waiting for you to come back home. All you need to do is turn back and face home, face Him. That’s the first step.
Draw near to Him and He will draw near to you. James 4:8
Come Home. He is waiting. He still loves you!